http://anarchben.psychcentral.net My very own blog Sat, 03 May 2008 14:22:24 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en So i've been feeling like sh*t lately, as per usual, but i just weighed myself thinking i had gained some weight but i actually lost some! the last time i weighd myself was 3 days ago and on 2 of those days i ate like... maybe 100 calories i had ... http://anarchben.psychcentral.net/2008/05/03/i-lst-another-2lbs-d/ So i ate a lot more than usual today, but i thought i'd be ok because i planned on doing double the amount of cardio i usually do.. Up till this point i wasn't even sure if i had an eating disorder at all, i thought i was just concerned ... http://anarchben.psychcentral.net/2008/04/29/tried-purging-for-the-1st-time/ Hi =] my first blog! I might as well talk about myself and what’s wrong with me..   Well I pretty much have the lowest self esteem that's even freaking possible... I think i'm ugly, weird, awkward and inferior to others and i truly believe this is how everyone else views me. ... http://anarchben.psychcentral.net/2008/04/28/meeeee/ Welcome to Psych Central Blogs. This is your first post. Edit or delete it, then start blogging! http://anarchben.psychcentral.net/2008/04/28/hello-world/